The infinite "Get-nothing-done"ness

Since our son is more active, I no longer get a whole lot done. It took me almost a week to wash bottles, however re-washing the same two I had been using.

And another awesome thing Xavier is doing- chewing on the crib rails. He has two bottom teeth and he will stand and CHEW on the railing. I asked some mommy friends if their children did this, and most has said not. So a crib rail guard has been ordered since he has put teeth marks into the crib. (!!!!!!!)

I never assumed this would be easy, but its proving more and more difficult. I have turned into this complaining mass of disorganization and anger. I do NOT like who I've become. I am trying to do more "me" things. I just finished polishing my nails. But I think I need a lunch away with my sister. The complaining has inadvertantly put a stress on my husband which I do not mean to cause. Just the overwhelming feeling of stress and helplessness are coming up. :(

But there isn't anything in the world that would be equivalent to my son. Such a smiley happy dude. This little giggling mass of joy and hope. His smile warms my heart and soul soo deeply.